The world knows Pastor Motshidisi Monareng, 31, as the powerful gospel singer Tshidi Monareng, but behind the soaring vocals and uplifting lyrics lies a story of resilience and overcoming immense personal challenges.
The Mpumalanga-based singer, who has graced stages across the country, has revealed a deeply personal struggle that almost led her to take her own life.
Tshidi’s journey to becoming a celebrated gospel artist was not without its hurdles. She faced rejection from those who doubted her calling, with some even telling her she was forcing herself into music.
"People told me I didn't have a calling to sing and that I was forcing myself into music. They also said the stage didn't suit me," she shared.
Despite the negativity, Tshidi remained steadfast in her passion, drawing inspiration from powerful gospel artists like Hlengiwe Mhlaba, Joyous Celebration, and Bishop Benjamin Dube. She released her debut album, "Ke Morena Jeso," in 2009, marking the beginning of her musical journey.
However, the road to success was paved with heartache and loss. In 2017, Tshidi experienced a devastating blow when she lost her mother, Gladys Moetsi, to high blood pressure. This profound grief, coupled with the setbacks she faced in her career, plunged her into a deep depression.
"In 2017, I tried to do a live recording. Unfortunately, things didn't go as planned. I ended up having depression and nearly took my life. At the time, my biggest challenge was losing my mum, Gladys Moetsi (64), on 29 January 2017," she confessed.
Despite the darkness she faced, Tshidi found strength in her faith.
"Despite the difficult times, I didn't stop praying," she said. Her unwavering belief in God became her anchor, guiding her through the storm.
Tshidi's music is a testament to her resilience and her unwavering faith. She sees her gift as a way to heal broken hearts and offer hope to those who have lost their way.
"The reason I'm singing is because of the love of God. I don't want to be selfish and keep my gift of singing within me. I want to heal broken hearts and give hope to the hopeless," she explained.
Tshidi's story is a powerful reminder that even those who appear to have it all can face immense struggles. She is a beacon of hope for those who are battling depression and other mental health challenges, showing that it is possible to overcome adversity and find strength in faith and resilience.
Tshidi's message of hope extends beyond her own personal journey. She is a strong advocate for other gospel singers, urging them to remain true to their calling and to be good examples in their communities.
"My strength is that I love people and fear God," she said.
She also warns fellow gospel singers against the temptations of the entertainment industry.
"Don't fall into sin through entertainment, drinking alcohol and taking drugs. Gospel singers should be good examples in the community," she advises.
Tshidi's commitment to her faith and her dedication to her music are evident in her continued success. She released her single "Ngilinde" in February 2024 and is currently working on a new album. She is also a businesswoman and a Setswana News reader at Moutse Community Radio Station in Limpopo.
